"Please don't make me go too"

So I promised someone I'd write a blog about them today (I'd say hes forgotten), but i've only known him for a while so I really dont have much to say. So instead of writing a blog about him I dedicate this blog to him. So this blog is dedicated to you Seb (BTW he's awesome..........even if he is a second year) :P

So I have quoted the beautiful Paloma Faith for my title because todays blog is on .......Emigration :O

..."Serious subject Toryn??? Really ???"

.............."Yes people, but I will still atempt to be witty and sarcastic, ATTEMPT (disclaimer: I at no point have claimed to be witty and sarcastic, I have claimed to have attempted to be. Attempting to do something and acctualy doing it are different things and if one can not differentiate between the two please fell free to piss off)

.. "WTF ??"

So anyhoo...... Emigration, yes scary tought huh ???? Well it may be a reallity for some of you out there. I personaly may be dragged off to australia once i've done my leaving cert. At first I was like "Woooo, This is going to be amazing".......but then I tought about it.........do I really want to try and start my life again at 18.....leave evryone.......some of who have been in my life since I was born, others since I was four, others since last year and one since bray in third year. Can I really leave my complicated little exsistence behind and start again. Will I still be me ??? (I don't know about you but I've rather grown on myself over time :P)

So what do I choose.....the chance of a life time.....or my life.....Hmm....Shit

Thinking about it scares me to no end and all I want to do is hide under my bed and never come out (anyone want to join me ???? (I've got Oreos) But unfortunatley I can't.......DAMN

...."So what will I do????"
.........."You'll shut up and stop whining"
.... :O

But unfortunatley they're right. I'm sure my mum would'nt do it if it was'nt for our own good and sure with modern technology it will be like living down the road Now for the time being the whole emigration thing is a big giant Maybe for me. So for thoose of you out there who know your emigrating or are loosing one of thoose people who makes you, you. Remember, It's not the end of your life, its the begining of the future (wow, I'm deep, well thats what Ms. Melia told me anyway)

And as they say on facebook "so.......yeah"